Sneakerhead anonymous.

Hi, my name is chris, and im addicted to sneakers.

-Hello chris(chorus)

Well, first and for most.

i just spent 700 on sneakers in about 1 week and some change.

-gasp.

Yea, i know just got back to school too

i had about 300 beans to start for books.

then told the fam the usual "expensive book" tale.

flipped that to about 300 more.

then i got my other check from my second job for 200.

i only got one book so far. got the other two for free.

-so chris, what did you buy???

Ummm, some SB dunks, 

and my holy sweet 12.8 once baby jesus w/ mary and joseph 

and the three wisemen bearing gift in the manger of grails.

but i have started my in-school business selling clothes and shoes.

-oh, well was it worth it?

Yes. cause my mom is coming down saturday with home-cooked food, 

MORE money and....

-and what?

...Brownies...mmmmmm*goes into convulsions* 

-OMG get him water!!!!

:|

19 years later....its over.

well...i'm a self proclaimed bastard.

after a horrific email i received....

i've cut all ties from my father.

i have lost my love for this man.

yet i still love him.

but after 19 years, and many years of speculation.

the truth is set in stone....well a email.

i wanted to cry. but all i could do is laugh.

for my raw emotion and gut feeling took over.

i knew it all along, he wasnt shit.

my mother, whom i love so much that i feel this tattoo isn't big enough.

for 19 whole years, 

she lowered herself to raise this man

and tried to hide from me.

and she would've, and this would still be speculation

if this nigga wasnt dumb enough to forward me the message she poured to him.

but jan, 14 is the day. where my love for him lays.

Today,

I finally realized your not shit.

R.I.P dad.

Round two.

yea......

just got back to school

got my comp and shiddd setup

currently unpacking all my shoes.

lmao almost had to take two cars to get the shoes here.

sad....

anyways.

got registered mad early....saw some new jawns...

should be fun.

second time around.

Change.

Yea i believe its time for such.

I got my eye on some i talk to, for i can actually talk to them.

I know... surprising right?!?

More then just the same lines people use as a barrier of trust to see if your "fuckable"

lol i cant even fathom the last time i had someone for my own.

Yea...i talk to numerous females.

Yea...some of you think i cheat even though your not committed until its on your finger and in writing.

But even with such, people still do it.

In college, 4 years to act out and the rest of it to find and settle down with someone.

Hey. maybe i need a lil taste test,

always nice to have that one, even if i were bad.

I'll let karma play that day.

But at the end of my lonely night. i'm just living my life.

...maybe its time i wonder what living for someone else is like...

*sigh*

BUT THESE GIRLS AINT GIVING SHIT TO LOOK FOR!

HA!

new year fool.

def. went out unlike i thought.

it was mad fun.

i was DD.

No drinking for me(well a lil')

but it was allllll good.

i've come to realize that my white girl game has completely fallen off.

with all the techno music, beer pong, and PDA.

i was distracted beyond belief.

oh well i got my girl one call away.

but yea.

slackin' on that white girl mackin'

anywho.

Happy new year :)

Oh. i almost forgot

Happy christmahannakwanzakah.

...i guess

yea.

its pretty lame now that i'm a only child and 19.

i woke up at 11.

and not by choice.

my moms,

at the tender age of 41,

still hides cookies

smh.

and my aunt still buys my gifts for me

by using her money and putting my name on the presents.

yay.

i'll just bask in the opportunity and save my crack money.

oh and im going to work. why sit in the house when i can sit and get paid at my job.

oh. and the grinch is my idol.

he's a realist trying to save you immature kids from the imagination of christmas.

ha.

later loserfaces.

Homemade dates.

lol last night was fun.
had a date over, kicked it watched some movies, shit clicked real tight.
lol we walked around hollywood video tryna get "thugnasty" and watch gangsta movies.
had none. we settled for stepbrothers and its pimpin' pimpin'. mad funny.
we walked in safeway to get sweets cause the damn hollywood video was skimpin' on the sizes and variety. lol
but.
the 24 pack of snowman sugar cookies, sobe drinks, sourpatch kids kinda had us crashing at the end of the night.
lol
chill night, funny movies, junk food, conversation.
nice way to spend a friday night in :)

lol dont mix a comfy sofa with sweets.
you crash from your sugar rush dumb hard. it'll have you snoring. :p

Later!